Goodbye 2008

Today, 2008 leaves. 2009 is coming.

I don't think 2008 is a good year, though not bad year too.

I wish in 2009:

World will be peace.

Economy will recover.

People will be healthy, and happy.

I will be lucky. ^_^ (A girl friend?)

Chinese Five Thousand Years' Kings' Unknown Things

As the title, I was reading this book.

Chinese history is rather charming. They are the son of the Loong, and the son of the sky.

Chinese knig is a symbol of dictatorship. And everyone of them is a legend.

I found most of them couldn't live long. The first reason was they had too many wives...

2008, a Year of Changing

Someone commented on the year 2008 as a year full of changings, including both good and bad ones. Economy, politics, military, sports, and many others...

To myself, I don't think it's a good year. Or diadvantages are more than advantages. Especially, it is not a peaceful year, even there is an Olympic Games.

The world is changing, unsmoothly.

All are Gone

Today I finish the last project. I will concentrate on my reviewings. Wish a good result.

OK. I admit I don't have any talent of music.

I remembered that when I was in a music class in primary school, I was called up to sing a song. The result is, that I was totally out of the tone.

I am playing Dj Max these days. Please forgive me. I am insulting it... I don't have any business with music...

Pretty Girl

How can a woman's wedding make so many South Korea's famous actors sad? Because she is 한가인.

There is a Chinese poem: there is a woman living in the North. She is out of the society and independent. One of her smile can destroy a city. One of her another smile can destroy a country.

Endless Projects

This term is going to its end. And many classes have their projects as a finishing test...

Now I have 4 projests to be finish in my hand...

Christmas Eve

Today I reveived my moblie hard disk... What a happy day!

My Christmas Eve = peanut(cost me 1.5 yuan) + wine(cost me 2.8 yuan). What a happy life!

Happy Chistmas!

I Bought a New Keyboard

Why one must hate the old when he is loving the new?

I bought a new keyboard. I think the former one is very hard to use. It is said this new one can be washed...

I threw two ball pens today and bought a new one.

In fact, I think I miss the old. Or, the old abandon me...

Looking Forward to FF13

A Something of Microsoft Research Asia

I found an application on the net of MSRA. I should say, it's really funny. It's couplet auto-generating application. And the result...

焦点访谈 关键无语
官员撒谎 和尚生事
官人我要 相公你知
中央电视台 四面广播站
贪污腐败好 清正廉洁难
中国移不动 天下尽无声
城管猛如虎 公安不是人
现实太残酷了 历史最凶恶的
百姓没钱买肉 皇帝有酒看花
百姓疾苦谁知 九州忧患不见
社会太不公平 国家多难老大
吸烟有害健康 酗酒安全幸福
个个都是贪官 重重不见明月
你跟小姐上床 我跟大哥睡觉
北京到处都堵车 杭州从来不食人
胡紫薇感动中国 一红豆相思天下
色戒很黄很暴力 人生挺白挺和气
物价上涨百姓倒霉 民生下降一身不幸
神州上下黑白颠倒 盛世前后是非混淆
中国足球实在恶心 北京申奥的确难闻
小姐站街满街花团锦簇 大妈系马一马五彩缤纷

What's Wrong with Samsung

I wanted to buy a mobile hard disk of Samsung, but then I found that there is no guneine mobile hard disk of Samsung in China... But many company claimed that they had Samsung's authorized dealers.

Then I lookup in the net. Two company is the authorized dealer of Samsung, but what they sale is not the guneine mobile hard disk of Samsung. Just the brand... And someone analyzed that it is in fact a tactics of Samsung to make money...

What's wrong with Samsung?

Manners

I am learning Japanese these days. I find that in some country, expecially in Asia, manners is a very important aspect in their language. A verb in Japanese has countless state, and people use different states of one verb when talk with different people. It's more obvirous in Asian country.

I saw a TV program in which 李贞贤 had a dance. She was really polite. A kind of woman I want to marry...

Just Finish Lennete

I just finished Valkyprie profile-Lennete, but I only got the B-ending... I want a A-ending.

Tarot

MAJOR ARCANA--- [ images ][ Fool ] [ Magician ] [ High Priestess ] [ Empress ] [ Emperor ] [ Hierophant ] [ Lovers ] [ Chariot ] [ Strength ] [ Hermit ] [ Wheel of Fortune ] [ Justice ] [ Hanged Man ] [ Death ] [ Temperance ] [ Devil ] [ Tower ] [ Star ] [ Moon ] [ Sun ] [ Judgement ] [ World ]
WANDS--- [ images ][ Ace ] [ 2 ] [ 3 ] [ 4 ] [ 5 ] [ 6 ] [ 7 ] [ 8 ] [ 9 ] [ 10 ] [ Page ] [ Knight ] [ Queen ] [ King ]
CUPS--- [ images ][ Ace ] [ 2 ] [ 3 ] [ 4 ] [ 5 ] [ 6 ] [ 7 ] [ 8 ] [ 9 ] [ 10 ] [ Page ] [ Knight ] [ Queen ] [ King ]
SWORDS--- [ images ][ Ace ] [ 2 ] [ 3 ] [ 4 ] [ 5 ] [ 6 ] [ 7 ] [ 8 ] [ 9 ] [ 10 ] [ Page ] [ Knight ] [ Queen ] [ King ]
PENTACLES--- [ images ][ Ace ] [ 2 ] [ 3 ] [ 4 ] [ 5 ] [ 6 ] [ 7 ] [ 8 ] [ 9 ] [ 10 ] [ Page ] [ Knight ] [ Queen ] [ King ]

It will realize only if you are sincere.

How Late

Today the final tests timetable is announced. The spring holiday will begin after January 1st... I want to go home... T_T

RP is the Most Important

There is a phrase which is very popular on the net in China. It is RenPin, which means moral quality. But if you are said having RP, it means you are lucky...

In fact, I agree very much with it. RP is the most important element to a man. You can have nothing. But you really need RP. If you are lucky enouth, you can own all...

I Want One

About 300.00 yuan.

Truth, Missing and Time

When I step forward, I am more closed to the truth. But, missing can traval through the time. Even the God can not stop it. Besides, I don't believe in God, though I want.

Unhappy

I hope they can have a better inner-quality... At least if they don't want to do, please don't interrupt the people who do them.

Suit on Me

Yesterday I was invited to take part in an awarding meeting. I was a representer who would be awarded. But the teacher asked us to wear suit at that night.

My suit will be made after Junuary. So I borrowed one. When I put it up, my friends said I was very handsome. I think so too.

QQ Sun

Today, the level of my ID of QQ finally became 16, the level of sun!

I didn't realize how useful the sun is. But then QQ opened a function that if your level is sun, you can change you photo with your own picture. I like it, and began to keep online in order to make my QQ level higher. After nearly a year, I make it...

Outside Skin Theory

There is a story in China called Painted Skin. A ghost ueses a painted skin to pretend as a beautiful lady and goes to deceive others. Though the principle is sample, I didn't understand it really.

Now I think I know it more.

But what the problem is, that I see people as muscle, skin and bones now...

Resident Evil: Degeneration

Today I saw the movie. To tell my impressions, I just want to damn the scenarist. What a fu*king script! Do you have any logics?

Errr... By the way, Clare is as beautiful as I think...

Legend of Titanic

Today I reviewed Titanic. I think it is absolutely a legend, if not a tragedy. Ship of dreams. Heart of Ocean.

A young is too easy to die. We live as a single human in this difficult world.

Are one's life like a movie? After the movie is over, we become ourselves.

Snow Continues

Rain. Then wind. Then snow. And then still snow. I like that Snow, but not this snow... It only tells me that the Christmas is coming. Lovely day, if with loved people...

The 100th Blog Momument

I didn't think the 100th blog coming so fast. I am very happy today, though it's snowing outside and very cold.

The Damn Fu*king Weather of Dalian

Every year in this time, I will damn it! Again and again! How can a city have such crazy weather? Because of the wild wind, many of my classmates even refused to go to class today... It's really a tragedy.

I don't like this city, frankly, including the weather and the people... But I still continue my life here, beside the sea.

I just want a warm place with absolutely no wind...

What do I remember?

My friend spoke of the old cartoons to me. Rrightly I miss them very much. I want to watch Time Bokan very much.

Frankly, I has passed the age to understand those simple things... It's very sad. Now I can just watch Tom and Jerry.

Tonight I Miss You

I want NOBODY NOBODY but you!

I Regret Very Much

It is very regretful that, living long enough, I experience the world full of unjustice. The kind of unjustice is in EVERYWHERE. Even people original intention is to be justice, he can't guarantee it in detail. And a small detail can lead to unjustice.

Man pursues power, maybe not because he wants to manage someone, but because he don't want to be managed by someone. If a man has power, justice then doesn't work on him.

Never let a woman control the justice.

Funny.

My Room is Lack of a Feeling of Human

My bed room is towards the North and with no sunshine all the year. I think it is not a omen of good luck. In China it is called filled with too much ghost spirit and lack of living spirit... Though I do believe in science, I decide to go out to some places such as market where there are many people. And today I did so. As a result I can feel much better now...

I think there are many miraculous theories in China. And you'd better not believe in them...

A Poem

If I have one million, I can buy a house.
Do I have one million? No.
So I haven't gotten a house yet.

If I have wings, I can fly.
Do I have wings? No.
So I have no method to fly.

Even all the water of the Pacific Ocean is poured out, the passion of my love can't be extinguished.
Can all the water of the Pacific Ocean be poured out? No.
So I don't love you.

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If I can live one day more, I will be your girlfriend.
Do I have one day more? ...No.
So, very pity. I still isn't your girlfriend in this life.

If I have wings, I will fly down from the heaven to call on you.
Do I have wings? ... No.
So, very regretful. I can't see you from now on forever.

If all the water of the bathtub is poured out, the passion of my love can't be extinguished.
Can all the water of the bathtub be poured out? Yes.
So, yes. I love you.

Find Some Pictures of My Junior High School

No Bussiness with Me

Today I bacame a probationary party member of Communist party of China.

In my opinion, there is no bussiness with me...

Obama: Cheer Up

These days, most of the headlines of international news are about Obama. Whatever he was, I just want a peaceful and happy world. I hope he makes his every desicion positively, and with a love to everyone.

My Mind Really Changes While Growing

Days' ago, I talked about a TV play called 士兵突击 with my sister. I said it was really boring. But my sister said it moved her very much. I said I can't understand, maybe because I was too young. She said yes. In fact, I didn't think she would say yes so quickly, and I didn't really admit that I was too young. I had thought it was because my IQ and her IQ. -_-b But what she said affected me. Maybe my mind changes with time goes by.

I reviewed 第一次亲密接触 again these days. It was really a famous net novel in that time, though my classmates don't know it, unexpextedly. >^< Are they after 90'? Errr... about that novel... I had very different feelings today, more moved than the first time I read it. Then I konw, my mind really changes while growing.

Nobody

If I have 100 times of life, I will use an entire life to love you.

But I don't have.

Sounds like 第一次亲密接触.

Life is short though not all people know it.

Mnet Km Music Festival

Today I watched the 2008 MKMF. I am not very satisfied with Girls' Generation. But the music market is really prosperous.

ACM Contest

Today I had an ACM contest of out school, for non-stop 5 hours! At last I ranked the second. The organizer (in fact he is my roommate) said he would reward me a book, and I asked if I could have a toothpaste because my toothpaste was running out...

The God is Brilliant

Today, my roommate's QQ is broken. To be more exact, He can't login his QQ in his IP.

I'm very happy about this... Yes, I rejoice in the calamity of others...

He really values his QQ very much. He even reinstalled the system.

And I'm happy because he always chats with so many people the number of which I can't count clearly and so that he doesn't do any meaningful things... And now... he is still chatting, using other chatting software...

My Friend's Guitar

My Friend Eric is learning playing Guitar. He said he would use 3 monthes to learn it and then teach us. And I wait... and wait...

Music is miraculous. And so is the musical instruments. I always want to learn one. But... talent is lack.

Frankly, I think Guitar is a little harmful to my figures. I like pinoa, and violin... But, my music talent...

Need for Speed: Undercover

Virus is so Horrific

Today Rising published a report about the virus of the past year. The situation now is very severe. Hackers produce virus because of money, and the virus and trojans market has been established. Future is darker.

If There Are People Dying

Today, the character I played in the Sangokushi VII died... Not because of war... He died in his 51, in 200 A.D..

In the game, he was described as a genius in any aspect, only one of the past 10 years. But the country has not been unified...

The God's mood is uncertainty...

Japanese Test

I am going to have a test in my Japanese class. My teacher said it was very easy to learn Japanese for a Chinese. I should say, that I am very ashamed to be a Chinese who can't learn Japanese very easily...

Reviewing...

A Comic of RA3

http://game.xunlei.com/contents/5e/281260.shtml

IQ is Different

One of my classmates talked many comments on his students'personarity today to one of his students. I laughed in my beard when listening to him.

I think it's nearly impossible to understand one another. Understanding one himself is difficult, let alone another. So I never have any comments on another's personarity. In fact, though I have my own view about someone, I don't think I really have standstood one another.

And that boy which is my classmate's student said he was so tired that he wanted to get off from his position. But there are too many people who are more tired than you...

IQ is different between people.

Between South and North

The latest news said North Korea closed all the landways to South Korea.

I really can't understand why this two countries are two.

I remembered someone said they would become one in one day. I agree.

Huamn should not be like this.

A Chinese Poem

Youngster is easy to get older, but hard to get achievement.

Every second should not be scorned.

少年易老学难成啊……

Today is Single Men's Day~

I don't know too who is the first to call it Single Men's Day today, just because it is Nov.(11) 11 today, all like a stick... And in fact its Chinese name is Singel Sticks' Day...

And I am a single stick... today...

I strongly advise the God give a chance to every stick that they can be a couple even for one day today...

Who will be the one I stop at?

Kim Jong Min??? Koyotae!!!

It is really a shock to me! Kim Jong Min is a member of a band! He is a singer! -_-b

Koyotae, a good band. I love Shin Ji, the girl in the middle!

Better Than I Thought

Yesterday I went to the garacomium. I didn't mention it yesterday because I was in a strong passive emotion...

The garacomium was as desolate as I had thought. But someone going with me said it was worse than he had thought. I was surprised at what he thought. Isn't it a place old people living in very lovely? I think it is a garacomium. Never will it be a paradise for the olds. Getting old is necessary, but not happy.

Oh... the passive emotion continues... How I want to be... but I am not the one who watches you getting older...

I Think She is Happy

Today, I called up all of my courage, to open it. In fact, I didn't have any especail feelings later. After all, too many years have passed.

It is so far. And now I am learning Japanese, a very different language as yours. Different people, different world. The man is different as what I thought, of course.

Missing became remembering, and tempting heart became fragment. But I still concern, that who you belong to...

I want beer tonight.

What's Wrong with Our Chicken?

I heard that melamine was also found in eggs. I don't know what can be eaten in a few days...

Today my teacher said hen laying eggs was not a correct way of OO(Object-Oriented, sounds really funny).

And in a few years ago, the chicken got a cold which shock the world(sounds more funny).

What a pity of our chicken! Bed luck of chicken!

I don't want to say, that I am a chick~

Little Rest

Days ago, I criticized someone that he was not so busy as me because I had 15 reports to write in nearly one month. Today I finished one too.

Now, I can have a little rest. ^o^

One in Sangokushi

These days I get the PSP game Sangokushi. I chose to play as a monarch.

Then I felt that, it's so difficult to live in a war time. No matter as a soldier or as a citizen.

I remember a soldier described the war as two words of exciting and absurd. It's rather exact. And what is most common in a war is death. People continually die.

Ordinary people live to die. Soldiers fight to die. And monarches think to die.

I am so luck to live in this peace time.

A Condition Called Sparta

There is a condition called 抽.

And there is a condition called sparta.

I'm in these two conditions.

What to Play These Days?

I deleted nearly all the games except Monster Hunter P2G. I don't have any games interested. I'm waiting for the Phantasy Star in Chinese. I'm waiting for the Final Fantasy. But now nothing I have of them...

Phantasy Star...

Golden Hans

Today two friends and I went to Golden Hans. It cost each of us 45.00 yuan. My body was full of barbecues. But I regreted that I didn't drink that beer!

God is Silence

Today the mark of C# came out. I am suprised at the low mark... Frankly I can't understand.

I ask God.

Why did you go?

God is silence.

I tear forever.

Red Alart 3!

Red Alart 3 is coming!

Writing Nonstop

The examination today was really terrible... I feel writing nonstop in the 100 minutes, and these days...

When can I get the one? Not after the 3000 years, but the one in my 100 years.

Hope tomorrow a good day.

Matrix, My Ambition and the Innovation Center

My college has an organization called Innovation Center. I was a member of it when a fresh man. But now I am not. Recently a friend invited me to return. I didn't reply but has decided to refuse.

If asked about the reason, I should say, that the Center disappointed me. It was the most confusing time of the Center's organization. And what annoyed me most was that the group I belonged to was canceled.

But the most important reason is there is nothing interesting that still attracts me. At first, I wanted to do some reseaches on the graphic technology, and game engine.

Do you remember Matrix? An artifical world. In fact, I think what is most like it is the nowadays online games, like Second Life and WOW. So, I dreamed one day to create a game engine that can confuse people. Maybe it can not be called a game engine.

Of course, I should live long enough.

News Are Bad

From Thursday to Sunday, I will have 3 examination of 3 diffierent subjects in 4 days. What a poor weekend...

From next week to next of next of next week, I will have 3 projects of 3 different subjects in 3 weeks. What a poor month...

And the last bad news is, it is said that Xu Jinglei merried...

Is my future always like this? ToT

Coser Meiwai

There is a coser called MeiWai.

In xiaonei.com, my self-introduction, I wrote that my favorite comic is Meiwai'cosplay. My friends usually wrote 火影忍者, 海贼王 or 死神...

I have known her for a long time. Maybe not so long. Was her dubut in 2002 or earlier? When she was a 15-year-old little girl, a pretty girl. Now, Meiwai is older. We are older.

In fact I found her blog today. I am not eager to pay much attention to the other's blog. But I want to support her a little...

I'm not satisfied about the Japanese comic and animation these days. Rather boring. I watched D-gray man. Much worse than EVA and 钢炼. 火影忍者 and 海贼王 are good at the begining. But now... 猎人? Funny...

Whatever. 美歪, in life and others, がんばってくれ!

My Hair is not Cool

Today, I had my hair cut. The barbershop was not very good. They expectedly sent two barbers to cut my hair because the first one went to serve another customer after cutting for a while! I will never go there.

Frankly, I admire women very much. They can dress up very beautifully. They have verity of shoes. Their clothes can fully fill any container... I like high-heel shoes very much. But if I wear a pair...

PS: The picture is of course not me.

Study Room

I stayed in the study room for a whole day. The air was not very fresh...

I haven't studyed like it for a long time. It feeled good.

I want to buy...

What I want to buy (if I have enough money) ? I think it for a noon.

I want a DV. But I seldom travel to other place, and so have few to catch. I want a TV set, there is no cable TV network in my room. I want a PS3, but I don't have TV...

So, I don't have anything really want to buy. I thought the reason is because I didn't really want something. But after thinking for a while, I think the real reason is I am too poor...

Chaeyeon Beside Me

Chaeyeon accompanied me from 0 to 10000. I always want to listen to the song 一个人. That song and its MV is so peaceful.

Chaeyeon is famous of her sexy appearence. But I think she is really beautiful. Just beautiful. A kind of woman man want to marry.

Beloved song. Lovely woman.

Apple Tree

I just finished my 10000 words essay. A kind of exam, to test a man whether he can go on. I'm very tired, but tomorrow I should write it on the paper by hand... In a modern world, we just can use an more original way to prove we are real.

I admire those who have time to play when I am busy working. I work because I am clever enough to have more work. It's not my brag, but people are different, that there are smart and stupid. There is a Chinese proverb, that a fool has his good fortune because of his foolishness. People may say smart person has better future, but future is made up of today. Those fools are playing today, why should I working all these days? But is playing better than working? Human live long. But a man lives much short. I don't know what I fill in my life with is good. Maybe I can't fill, but other people, can fill my life.

I just want it brilliant, my short life.

Selina, Hebe and Ella

S.H.E, a band of three girls. I should say, that after many years, I think their songs are the best. That 3 kinds of voice, and 3 kinds of girls. Selina is lovely and sunny. Hebe is cool and beautiful. Ella is like a boy and very crazy.

10000 Words

I were told to write an essay which should have 10000 words in two days. I didn't say anything. In fact, I couldn't say anything.

Still Busy

Working is for a finish, but working may not finish.

Sports Meeting

Today I had a sports meeting. But I just played poker on the ground for one day...

Still busy...

Life is Busy

I am going to have a representation for my class in two days. But in fact I just have two afternoons' time to prepare. So I will be very busy these days... In fact I will not be free until two weeks later... So to write more is difficult...

Moto v9

My phone is Moto v3i. I have konwn v9 for a long time. It's really beautiful. If buy a new one, I want a v9!

On the other hand, I don't like Nokia's out designing. Ugly.

How Long is One Second

100 000 seconds is about 27.78 hours. When one of my classmates heard it, he was very amazing about it and said that he thought it would be a just little more than 10 hours.

Then, I told him, that we only have about 2.5 billion seconds in one human's life.

How long is one second? And how much is 2.5 billion?

Time is like the sand. One can't stop it flowing by his hand. Even Einstein can not.

What Moves Me Again

Today, I ran the PS2 simulator successfully and played Final Fantasy X for a while. That game was really wonderful. Though the CPU nearly ran out and the speed was not as well as really PS2, I could still feel the it moving me.

How Long is 1000 Years

In Chinese and other legend, the life of Gods and Buddhas is counted based on hundreds years or thousands years. Their life spans are more than thousands years easily. And their loves, if they have, last for more than hundreds years. And a woman can wait her another part for thousands years .

I think, if asked how long I can remember a love and persist waiting for it, my answer is... maybe two years. 1000 years are rather much too too too long. If I'm 3 years younger, I may think it right. I'm some older now... to believe that kind of pure things... Not because my life is too short, but because my life is not so long.

Goodbye my love.